To Wani..,

I know that its been a long while since we've talked.,
And even longer still since we've met..,
But i hope that you understand that you'll always be in my heart and in my mind..,
Fond memories of days gone by,
When we were happy and we were sad.,
Through the good days and the bad,
I was always there for you, come hell or high water,
You watched over me like a mother over her daughter,
And i want you to know that i'll always miss you,
Even if we never settle the 'issue'..

Thanx for being my friend, girl..,

AND THE TOPIC OF THE DAY IS.... *drumroll, please...

fRiEnDShiP...,

I wrote the next poem with one person in mind.., then i realised that the idels of friendship are universal... Go to any person and they will give you more or less the same ideals.., True friendsip is hard to find., Ppl willing to forgo personal feelings in order to understand the others'.., willing to skip lunch just to meet the other who is on a diet.., silly things like that make a true friend.., jealousy will always come into play when it comes to the others' so-called luck at finding the perfect boyfriend, or a sudden windfall of money, doing well in examinations, or even the lates fashion trends., the difference is, even though the person is feeling mildly jalous, he/she will still put these feelings aside because despite it all, they are still genuinely happy for the person., and the other person is also willing to share their newfound wealth/knowledge/belongings., Trust. Caring. Understanding. Sharing. And having a wacky sense of humor to tie it all together.,

That's friendship.

For Waterfall.., who has been thru thick and thin on a very steep rollercoaster.., Love ya lots..

A friend is someone who is concerned with everything you do,
A friend is someone who is concerned with everything you think.

A friend is someone to call upon during the good times,
A friend is someone to call upon during the bad times.

A friend is someone who understands whatever you do,
A friend is someone who tells you the truth about yourself.

A friend is someone who knows what you are going through at all times,
A friend is someone who refuses to listen to gossip about you.

A friend is someone who supports you at all times,
A friend is someone who does not compete with you.

A friend is someone who is genuinely happy for you when things go well,
A friend is someone who tries to cheer you up when things dont go well.

A friend is an extension of yourself, without which you are not complete.

As you requested, dinie.., you don’t hafta., but at leat you know my musical taste.., THANX!!

• "fallen" sarah mclachlan
• "not alone" the soul out remix, the ordinary people
• "someday" nickelback
• "industry" wyclef jean
• "innocent eyes" delta goodram
• "why worry" sylver
• "four to the floor" starsailor
• "all star" smashmouth
• "walk on" u2
• "im good" blaque
• "gone" n*sync
• "sorry 2004" reuben studdard
• "me, myself and i" beyonce knowles
• "everything" lifehouse
• "it doesnt matter" alison krauss & union station
• "keep myself awake" black lab
• "remember me" hoobastank
• "the devil you know (god is a man)" face to face
• "wild horses" the sundays
• "snow on the sahara" anggun
• "weak" s.w.r.
• "angel" amanda perez
• "always on time" ja rule feat. ashanti douglas
• "oops, oh my" tweet
• "i want you" talia feat. fat joe
• "chop suey" toxic city
• "bombe over baghdad" outkast
• "you raise me up" josh groban
• "why georgia" jon meyer
• "fallin'" maya
• "sexynaughtybitchy" tata yang
• "my immortal" evanescense
• "to the moon and back" savage garden
• "numb" linkin park
• "torn" natalie imbrulia
• "here with me" dido
• "dessert rose" sting
• "faraway" john's mistress
• "so into you" fabolous feat. tamiya
• "in da club" 50 cent
• "bigger things" jon meyer
• "thank you" jamelia
• "where my girls at" 702

No-one knows what it feels like...

went out on the 6th., went to the staduim... *long time no see.., i missed it so much., AS USUAL, someone was late...... (hmm.., nomally the gurl is the one hu is late., in my relationship, its the other way arnd.., bwahahah..) Anyway.., ran arnd.., got tired.. *didi i mention tt it was damn hot?!! It was like 2pm..,
Then when we had sufficiently proved tt we were out of shape... Went to IKEA and ate lunch.. OOOHHH!! saw jean danker and daniel ong.., DAN IS SOOO KUTE!! decided to keep a low profile i guess.., we did'nt bother them.. Looked arnd IKEA for a while.., made fools of ourselves by gettin into a pillow fight.. *I WILL HAVE MY REVENGE!! Then threw conventionality to the wind and walked away from the taxi stand. we were thinkin *okay maybe it was me., that we could catch a cab further down the road past queensway shopping ctr ., *FOOLS! ended up walking half-way to mah grannies' hse by the time we 'caught' a cab.., So ended up back in sembawang where we were 20 mins late to pick up mah bro from sch.. HEY SAW ZILAH AND ZANNA.., looking ever youthfull., Gawd i felt soo completely old next to them., muz get together someday and hang out.. Maybeplay some TOUCH RUGBY, eh, zilah? im proud of you.., and so.. thus the day ended.., with my brother and i going home to jb., and dinie, left alone and forlorn., to make his way home in wdlds.. *smilez.., THANX FOR LUNCH!!

Oh!! on the 8th of April, 2004, Riverside Secondary held its' annual x-country run at Macritchie Reservoir., I, being the over-zealous former student, went to hang arnd and see what i could see.., By the time i had arrived, Clara, Sara and gang had already set off.., they were part of the competitive runners.., I bumped into Yanni and 'twin', *who were apparently not competetive runners.. Excahnged gossip with them 4 a while., Then Walked arnd the area.., Talked to Mrs. Liau.., Saw clara come in... so went to accompany her.., she was panting like a mad dog.., Then the rest of the gang came trickling in.. We sat next to the generators*of all the places.. Talked about stuff.. , school, teachers, the norm., SPORTS DAY!! Gary was questioning the probability of the occurence of rain on good friday.., Both clara and i were cetain it would.., AND WE WERE RIGHT..

ahh.., had fun.., still miss school., lotsa memories.,

well, till i find something else to say.,


adios.

In memory of a certain someone that i hold dear in my heart..,
it was fun while it lasted, yea?
but it was the past. and i have to let you go. i've moved on...
Thank you for the memories, aan..,
happy 2nd anni..,

Jennifer Paige
Beautiful

I’m looking for a way to feel you hold me
To feel your heart beat just one more time
I’m reaching back, trying to touch the moment
Each precious minute that you were mine
How do you prepare, when you love someone this way,
To let them go a little more each day?

The stars we put in place
The dreams we didn’t waste
The sorrows we embraced
The world belonged to you and me
The oceans that we crossed
The innocence we’ve lost
The hurting at the end
I go there again,
´cause it was beautiful.
It was beautiful.

Some days missing you is overwhelming
When it hits me you’re not coming back
And in my darkest hours, I have wondered
Was it worth it for the time we had?
My thoughts get kinda scattered, but one thing I know is true
I bless the day that I found you

The stars we put in place
The dreams we didn’t waste
The sorrows we embraced
The world belonged to you and me
The oceans that we crossed
The innocence we’ve lost
The hurting at the end
I go there again,
´cause it was beautiful.
It was beautiful.

[musical bridge]

The rules we stepped aside
The fear that we defied
The thrill of the ride
The fire in our hearts that burned
The oceans that we crossed
The innocence we’ve lost
The hurting at the end
I go there again,
´cause it was beautiful.
So beautiful.
It was beautiful.