*a bit late in press release.., 4give me.,*

it's january the 25th now., about 32 more days till my birthday...
I'M GOIN' TO BE LEGAL!!!! WOOHOO!!
weirdo.

So anyway.., it's sunday now., and if memory serves me right, it's mutiara's birthday tommorow., also the same day as the day that they leave sunny singapore and tend to the island (is it an island? i'm not sure.,) of New Zealand, where they will dedicate themselves to being true blue kiwis. ahahah.

*sob* cant say goodbye., and i wrote this letta i wanted to pass to del., oh heck., i'll just email it to her lata on., (technology, technology. oh how we'd be lost little minions without you. ) I'LL MISS YOU BOTH!!

May God bless them and the plane that thay fly in., and may they have a safe journey to new zealand., and meet lotsa cute boys and get good grades.. (jeezus i am so lame.)

On a brighter note..
1. Birthday ideas, anyone?
lemme see... E.C.P., chalet rental, Or picnic at Sentosa, Or (okay ran out of ideas.)

OOOOHHHH!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZILAH!! 19TH FEBRUARY!!
God bless you with happiness and blissful skating(ahah..,) i noe ur gonna do well for the o's but what the heck. may god bless you in your studies as well., Go to the J.C or Poly of your choice.,

I know you are a smart, hip and funky gal., stay true to yourself always., we may haveve had our fair share or arguments (take your pick.,) but i know it's only because we are both independant and headstrong..( i think., at least you are.,) i hope no-one takes your spirit away from you., because you've shown amazing capabilities even under extreme stress.. (foursix chairperson, yeah!!) don't be so affected by what some people say about youe., they're not worth the time to think about their comments., it's only what those closest to you say (i.e zanna) that matters., the world around us is getting so goddamn anal nowadays., people so concerned about superficialities., not the inner substance of things that truly matter anymore.. Dun end up like them, yea? Love ya lots!!

God Bless each and every one of you., and remember.,

it's good to be known, but it's even betta to be known as strange.
*bwahahahahah!!*

Annalicia Maria Brazas

kayz., short note.,

changed the skin,, but no time to edit., i'll do dat lata, k?

do drop by more often, guys., i'm lonely.,
ernest, tim, fazlie., miz you guys.,

ERNiE you betta tell me abt ur blog!!!

k., ciao.

.,~`'`~,.january rain.,~`'`~,.

URGH!!!

Waterfall's going to stay permanently in M'sia., nt necessarily a bad thing but the blahdy eejit's going to hick county... Ipoh.. or KL..

Haiyah.
JAUHNYER HANG MERAYAP...
and i find this out on a rainy monday afternoon.. gloomy.

Headache, headache..

Arh., mebei'll visit her in KL or sumthin., end of year liddat. get away from things 'n' all dat shit.
Might be fun and stuff.. two gals galivanting arnd m'sia's capital.. She says she's going to further her studies there.. or izzit here., since i'm in malaysia as well.. I'm thinkin UiTM or somethin.., hope she does well.. ( oi woman dah puas i mentioned u in da blog!!!)
Just perfect that waterfall tells me this on a rainy day. I dunnoe why i just feel
so sad... (Premonition or sumthin? Found out about another friend's probs., god be wit ya, man..)
I know that this could be a new start for her and all, what with new surroundings and the absence of SOMEONE.. Nt that close to him.., bt wtf.

been contemplating my existence...
i am a spot of fungus on humanity's big toe.. Athelete's foot.. ahah.

Maybe she's being gung-ho? Xena, warrior woman... Take charge of life and wrestle it into submission and all that shit? Drastic measures, though. Maybe it's for the best, she's strong.. (refer to my quant statement about her.. poem at da bottom..)
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ON THE OTHA' SIDE

Singapore - Latest reports have it that Delima Andrea Leslie and her elder sibling, Mutiara, are leaving for New Zealand on the 26th of January, coinciding with Mutiara's birthday. They leave behind their younger brother, littlesquirt a.k.a. LethalBoogie, and their two loving parents.

*my little tribute to them..* bwahah.

gonna be missin' them lots..

PSYCHO DEL'S GONNA BE UNLEASHED ON THE POPULATION OF NEW ZEALAND!! ALL CITIZENS ARE ADVISED TO BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR A MADWOMAN POSING AS... AS.. A., erm.. a madwoman? yeah!! A MADWOMAN! SUSPECT IS ARMED WITH LETHAL WIT AND CAUSTIC HUMOUR! DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT FEED HER CHOCOLATES! IS KNOWN TO GO BALLISTIC AND UNCONTROLLED.

You know i love you..

Tiara.. Don't really know you that well, not as much as i'd like to.., it's too late.. you're abandoning s in pursuit of higher education and.. dare i say it... cuter boys!! no problem there, then..
ANYWAY.. all i remember from Marsiling was this clever swot (yes u were a little swot back then.. no harm no foul, yea?) wearing glasses (B.C.----> before contacts..) and your hair done up in plaits., So intellectual even back then., DAMN IM JEALOUS!! But this catterpillar's changed into a but-terfly.. (heehee)
She's all gorgeous now, putting me to shame.. (yes you too del, don't go getting jealous now..)

Those two need to bring boy-repellant.. to N.Z., i mean..
................ KIWIZ!!!!!....... bwahaha.

on a more serious note.... ( yeah right.)
To the people leaving me for greener pastures..
I'll always, always remember you. May God guide you through your journey's, and when it's at it's end, i pray that you remember this little eejit you abandoned .

LOVE YOU ALL..
with tears and raindrops.,
annalicia maria brazas

NuR HaZwAni... my waterfall..

Celebrations all around,
Fasting month is over..
Meet someone new,
My brother's girlfriend..
She's whiny, don't know what to make of her.,
I whisper to my boyfriend, we laugh quietly..
Then i got to know her better, know the girl inside.
Shy, funny.. Weird.. Just like me., only....
Only she's much stronger than me., she does'nt know it...
we've pulled each other through problems.
Never holds grudges, she's the one who's got my back.
I don't know how it all happened.
so fast, my best friend,
my s e c r e t keeper...
miss her so much now.
Gone far away,
i don't know anymore.
is she still there?
waitin in the shadow, no more..
She is in the Light.
And i hope she stays there,
all of God's blessings i wish for her,
Happiness and joy, knowledge and fortune.
Lead the way to the peak of the mountain,
And i'll always be
two
steps
behind...
Waiting...
Watching...
I got her back. Never gonna leave her alone.. 'Cause she's always..
aLwAys In mY hEarT..
My sweet angel, with her sapphire wings.
high up above, a gOdDeSs in the sky.

_.~'*'~._.~'*'~._.wHisPeR In tHe dArk._.~'*'~._.~'*'~._

Strands of hair across my face.
The wind blows cold, i shiver.,
Not only because of the endless gloom..
But because i am faced with a big black abyss,
Emptyness drifts ahead of me,
Filled with worry..
Results may vary., so widely heard...
I can't face the music,.
Harsh, loud, the truth bores painful holes into my being.,
Will painful tears be my reward...
am i doomed to fail again?
Trying to fill the lonelyness,
Meet new people, do new things.
No one to hug, no one to turn to..
To run to, when the going gets tough.
I know i gotta move on.
Crimson are the tears that flow freely.
Lost, alone, going crazy.
But light shines at the end of this path..
I got a future.
Gotta get past this swamp..
Trippin' me up, old memories makin me fall,
Need to get out in the rain again,
Wash all the pain away.. Run away.
'Till i see the autumn leaves.
Warm colours greet me..
I want to stay.
Keep me from thinkin' about all this shit.
Stay 'till i bleed dry,
and then.....


Then i'm free.